Friday, February 25, 2005

Hello all,
guess what?, my school's microbes are too active!!!!...............
yes... yes... I am sick now.
I don't like that.....................Ever :(
I couldn't play with Aya, or sit near from her ....... ....She looked at me and talked to me and said (waaaahhhwaaaahaa) "I don't know what is that mean in baby's language" but she was waiting me to play with her" I guess" ....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah "well, hnk's language is not so different from baby's language".
Yesterday I didn't go to school till last course, because I was sick, and in the last course I had an examination....


Am I silly today?
well, I am sick
bye bye
hnk






Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Is this school or what? Updated

Good morning ...Do you like to go to my school. Come with me!!!! ...yalaah


use this brick to reach the school.....if you are afraid, there is another way to reach it...Use this


be carefully to not fall in this pond



oh you reach the swamp.....Oh sorry IT'S MY SCHOOL

this view you can see it from the window of the classroom



can you believe that I am going to this school every day...And I breathe this pollution air with my friends...is this school or what??
God know which microbe did I breathe it, surely I am sick now and I don't know that
help us !! I don't know how...But we need your help.....
so heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp us if you can.

note:" my school's name is Al mutamiezat school",

yours,
the suffering girl
hnk

Friday, February 18, 2005

am I the one who is walking on the road or this the road that is moving? or are we both standing but that is the time that is running?..I don't know

Well...welll...
I am not doing well in English (I wrote hard while I ment heart)...I am really bad..said that in my face....don't worry, you will be right..to be sure of that I will told you the last news, I get 9 in English examination while all the girls in my class get 10 ALL OF THEM , 29 girls get 10 but hnk get 9, can you believe it.

in the same day that I got this mark I had a really bad nightmare, I was killing one girl. "and it was really nice and cute girl" any way when we finished our courses and the time to go back home came in...all the girls went to their home and 8 girls was still in the school they were "me, Najma and the girl whom I killed in my dream and 5 others girls"....
When I looked to this girl I wanted to cry...finally she went to her house.
My father called us and said that the road is closed so he could'nt came right now and ask us to wait .... We were talking to this 5 girls and we were so worried about how could we went back home.... and one of this girls had a little account in her mobile and her cousin tell her that she better called their parents but she answered her: "I have alittle account that make me able to do one call, and if I did it now, I will be unable to do another call so if we died the people will not call our parents and tell them that we died, and if I didn't do this call this people will be able to use my mobile and call my parents and tell them that we died" strange haa???

After some time my father called again and tell us that he called my cousin and ask him to come to take us home ... To our surprise my father and my cousin reached the school at the same moment!....befor one minute we didn't have any one to take us home, and now there are two cars waiting for us. The road was opened lately and both of them can come to pick up us.
I asked the girls if they want to go with us to our house and then their parents take them from it, but they refused and said that your dad came here, so that's mean the road opened, so the driver will come too soon.....
I sat in the car and my dad drove

I looked to my bags and I saw a tear on it, I though it's najma's bags,may be I carried her bags and she carried mine, so that's ok, Iasked Najma if I have her bags and she have mine, but she answered that she have her bags not mine!!!!!
aaaah I shout "dad, go back I replace my bag with some one, we go back to school, and the girls were sit in the car and ready to go home, I ran quickly to them and I saw my bags so I gave the girl her bags and take mine without telling her anything I was so confused because there was a shelling of bullets and that prevent me from finding the word to talk ....I left this girl who was look as if she didn't understand what I did, I left her with her mouth widely opened !! so it was really hard day, but that was just the beginning, after we reached, We heard in the news about assassinated Al- hariry (Lebanon Muslim leaders) ....I don't know what to say to the Lebanese people for losing their leader(I am so sorry)


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the next day was much better, I had a chemistry examination and I answered good on it but I have a small mistake....I had an Arabic examination too and I get well.....
Yesterday they told us that we will come back to our school on Sunday....and that day when we finished our courses and went out I saw my father waiting me with Aya...SURPRICE...my friends came and saw Aya and they were about 8 girls gathering around her, and Najma's friends were about 5, so Aya was having a good time like a princess...well it is a princess to me .
when we was in our way home,the tarfic policemen tell us not to go to our street because it was closed so we left the car near from it and walked home, my mother ran to us and carry Aya and take her home as quickly as she could because of the bullets which are too close to our home.The point of all this post that we are suffering from closed roads. We are suffering from our bad school, and we are suffering from this hard days that we spent in iraq, those hard days which are unforgetable, while we need to forget this bad part of our life, we need to erase it, or change it......but we can't run from the truth .....I will go now to play with Aya and pray to get well in English examination in sunday....bye now and see you soon in shallah .
Best regard
hnk
pc: sorry for my long post, if didn't read it all thats Ok, I think I will late for my next post because I should end doing a programme which the teacher told us to do..

Sunday, February 13, 2005

some one want to show you this

Florence,


Now it's been 38 days since you disappeared and I feel the omnipresence of your absence.

Absence of a journalist involved in the defense of democracy values; absence of a very appreciated woman.

Now it's 38 days there is a lack in the journalist profession, as if it was missing some letters in the word "liberty". Or as if an arrow -the arrow of intolerance- sanked into "liberty".


Your absence, this lack, this emptiness are growing every day. And I stumble over the sentence "unwillingness to understand".


That's absolutely certain that the pen of the journalists and the image of the photographs are essential defences facing the war, facing exactions, facing corruption. Your articles, as those of your colleagues, are so much pillars for democracy. One of these pillars will lack, and democracy will shake! So your presence in Iraq disturbs. As Ingrid Bettancourt in Colombia also does. As Enso Baldoni did. But I still do not understand how one can kidnap or murder


Then, which French people could ignore that you disappeared ? Which one and more, which journalist ? Which student in a school of journalism ? Nevertheless, this morning, I read only 650 messages on Liberation's forum and hardly 1200 on that of "Reporters without frontiers" Hardly 1800 support and sympathy messages. I read them all. Only a few come from colleagues. Even so, certainly your kidnappers have direct access to these. Since the beginning of the invasion of Iraq, we noticed that terrorist and islamist fighters are masters in the art of communication with internet. But, where? Where are the supports of thousands of journalists, press correspondants, photographs, local reporters, students in journalism? The more the days flow, the less I understand these absences


So Florence, all that, is too much. Much too much.
Get back soon! It will give meaning to the word "liberty", still drastically reduced this morning. Then, I hope we will work together to resolve these unwillingness to understand. For no more Abdel Hussein Khazaal, Guy-Andre Kieffer, Fred Nerac, Giuliana Sgrena and many others at the cover of world newspapers or sticked to the front of town halls!


Thierry

Friday, February 11, 2005

Hi all,
let me present you to the groom (ICE MAN)and to the bride (misses ice)

aren't they cute, best wishes to them to live a happy life together...Just joking
well, this year is the second year I saw the snow but it wasn't snow like last year.. the snow dissolved after one hour so we couldn't made a snow man like last year.
about aya I don't here about her from 2 days ago because the telephone is not work now and the only thing that I know that she ate botato for a dinner yesterday
note: this picture I took it last year...

Thursday, February 10, 2005

The snow

Yesterday I wanted to write a new post about the snow because it was snowing yesterday and after the snow stopped, I came to write the post which it's Title was "it's snowing" but I didn't write it because Najma tell me that's not wise to tell them it's snowing while it's not because it was snowing and now it's not so write it was snowing instead of it's snowing!. Because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there were sow in the past SO that is right. I change my mind after this long lesson about snow in past and present....And today the Time came to write the post, so which title I will chose
It's snowing or it was snowing.....he he
and because what was happened yesterday mean that's happened before and we write it in the past and yesterday was a snow day so I chose (it was snowing)....And because the snow stop now and it's will not be nice to write it was snowing and stop writing because the snow stop and I can't go and play so I chose (the snow) like a title. Because
It was snowing and now it's not I didn't write it's snowing because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there was sow in the past and that is right. I don't see the different between "it is snowing" and it was snowing" because the important thing that there was a snow "or it is snow?"..At last they have the same word "snow" and that what let me feel better yesterday...
Did you read it all???? X-( if you didn't try to do this now and that's time I can tell you thank you for your patient

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

day in Iraq

salam all,
how are you all? I know my last posts were sad and I don't write seriusly so if you want to read what I have, here is my post, read it.

you know from my last post that the school began last saturday and I took my marks and it was somehow good.

well, today we went to another school which was close to ours and it is a part of our school but it contrasts so sharply with the building of our school. we moved after the mistress came to our class and ordered the teacher to take us and leave this school because it was full of water and the door which we called "the bridge" (because we used it as a bridge to get to our school's entrance), was starting to sink and that means, if we didn't go out of the school now, we will be unable to go out later.. so we left our dirty school and I hope we will never come back to it and went to the other (like I said) and after that every 60 girls sat in the same class, and some calsses had 70 girls in them.

after the school ended I was trying to find Najma who I didn't see since we reached the school together. I walked and walked and reached our first school (A) and looked here and there and didn't find Najma or my dad who was coming to take us from school. I returned to school (b) and asked the girls if they saw Najma and returned to school (A) and asked the girls about Najma, I was in a bad state, I was walking and carrying my heavy bag so I became too tired and wanted to cry and when I asked maas if she saw Najma or not I made a little move to another side and saw Najma, I ran to her before she disappeared, I ran and imagined myself in a small motion movie (Running very slowly and when I reached her I hugged her - In the movie) heeeehe, I said hello to Najma and after I saw her, every thing became better, my dad with my mom came to take us home and they bought kabab for lunch, so everything seemed good in that time and after I finished my lunch, what did you expect me to do in this cold winter? I went to sleep (without seeing a nightmare).

hey my cousin began his new blog so check hassan's blog

Sunday, February 06, 2005

if you asking about me

Hi all,
I I took my marks yesterday it's not v.good but it's just good but in physics I took 84 :( and thats hurt me alot because I now I am good on it but I don't know why I didn't answer well in physics examinations.
so bye now and see you later

Friday, February 04, 2005

a sad girl living a sad life

salam every body,
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(

NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk

Yes me again

salam to you every body,
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(

NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

When hnk was a child

When I was a child, I love paint so much. I promised before that I will put my paint in my blog, so here am I.
I want to show you some of these pictures which I draw it when I was 9 years old.
last 2 pictures I didn't draw it myself but it's my cousin and my aunt draw it to me......I hope you like it all
"note: this pictures are not from my imagination but I putted one pictures I had it in front of my eyes and try to draw it, and the results is almost something different from the real picture but it work, it's beautiful...
the picture number 10 I draw it when the teacher ask us to draw a pictures about Bylat_al shuhadaa school, well there is a long story about this Iraq school maybe some day I will tell you it if I had a time or maybe faired and Nabeel can tell you it .
"hey: if you liked them, tell me. if you didn't like them don't tell me :) "
well I love it all, maybe it's not nice to you but it remind me in the past










aunt if you are here"I will keep this picture in my memories box for ever"






Tuesday, February 01, 2005

election alection

look what I found in msnbcin a question of the day:
Iraqi Elections Success: Do you believe this is a turning point?
and 66% voted yes
and 34% voted No